I just don't seem to understand why everything I do doesn't seem right
to mom's eye. My mother have always been the issue & I don't know why.
Yes, I admit that I've woke up late almost everyday ever since the holidays
started but that doesn't mean I did not do at least one chore. I did.
I admit that I've been spending waaaay to much time on the laptop & therefore,
leaving the whole how is sucha mess. I admit, I'm at fault.
Clearly, I need some help.
Everything I do seems wrong.
And when I've done something right, you won't say anything.
You would just make it worse by saying something like;
' out of 5, you've only cleaned the house once '
Give me a big OUCH, readers.
Why why why everything has to be me?
Go to the shop and get bread, me.
Go call your dad and ask him what time is he coming home, me.
Go call your sister and ask this and that, me.
Go take out the laundries in the washing machine, me.
WHY HAVE YOU NOT DONE ANYTHING I ASK YOU TO DO?!.
Go and switch off the lights, there's no need to have the lights switched on
when you're watching TV, me ( But who is watching? YOU, not me )
Definitely taking advantage of the youngest in the family.
And when I tried having a freedom of speech, I was shut by saying
' DON'T ANSWER BACK WHEN AN ADULT IS TALKING TO YOU '.
Clearly there was no freedom of speech policy no more.
This is not fun.
How would you want me to do all those things when you asked me
in the harsh way? Even you said that's the normal tone you're using,
I still do find it harsh. I'm a soft & gentle person, if you've not realised.
I mean, I'm sensitive & you know it. So, react to those things!
I just don't get it why I'm always the person to face all this.
And when my teacher called saying that I complained to her that I'm stress,
you said I'm over reacting, ' small girl, stress already '.
Like oh my god, do I need to be 24 to be stress?
Even a 5 years old can die of depression & stress, mama.
Like oh my god, I'm speechless.
Now you people tell me, is something wrong with me?
Today, it's the 21st century, right?
So please, for the love of god do not compare what I'm doing now
with what my sister have done waaaay back when she's at my age now.
Things changed as times change.
Like I've said waaaaaaaaaay many times already & I'm saying it again,
UNDERSTAND MY FRUSTRATION
goodbye.
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